chasing a lost cause

this may be a mistake. this may be the biggest mistake i could make in this situation. but i have to get this out there. i must be honest about this.

since when is it so heart-wrenching to tell the truth?

there's no 'easy fix'. there will be no ultimatum. i don't even want him to talk. i just want to tell him everything...it's too much for me to carry. it involves him. he has to know.

oh, God.

i feel like i'm in the 7th grade.